Stuggle

I'm having a hard time at it this week. I found out today I don't really have a place to live in 30 days and this week is the one year anniversary of losing my grandpa. This weekend seemed harder than normal to stay on track, its normally not as bad as this one was. I just don't want myself to settle for the weight I'm and i kinda feel like I'm. Not wanting to walk when its my time to walk. I need to stay home this weekend and get refocused on my plan and find a place to live. If the week isn't the best I will make sure next week is.